Surreal it is to be able to touch you.
Mystified by how connected am I to you.
It’s just too good to be true?
Somehow, I thought, I was dreaming too.
Maybe, that is what they call Aleph;
That time when the world has stopped
And clueless to what we actually had.
When you’re nowhere, can’t help but feel bereft.
When can I seal?
Trying to be just “cool”.
But inside I can never be fooled.
Yes, I fear it.
But I know your worth the risk.
Funny how natural it was for me,
And sacred, I can’t control this impulse in me.
I only need a few bottles,
And I know, I will give in.
Honestly my dear,
Like this never had I been.
I may not show you,
How much you mean to me,
But hey, I hope you understand,
this much I fear.
This guard I’m scared to let down.
Coz, soon, you’ll be out of this town.
Would I just be forgotten,
Or will my heart begotten?
If we can be each other’s destiny,
If this is only all in my fantasy,
Or if this has to end,
For you my dear, this love I send.