IHY is a poem written by Merry Princess Joe and shared with The Ugly Writers with the theme Breakout for the month of September.

IHY

-I hate the way you smile.
They made me forget for a while.
-I hate how you looked at me.
Your eyes seemed like it gazes deeper within me.
-I hate the way you laugh.
It made me feel that i am enough.
-I hate the warmth of your embrace.
They made me weak and that i am on the right place.
-I hate how you held my hand.
Your grasp seemed like you’re holding my world warm in your hands.
-I hate the way you tucked my hair.
It made me felt that you will always care.
-I hate it when you promised that you’ll always be there.
I thought that walking away, you will never dare.
-I hate how you kissed my lips.
They made me feel that there’s more to this.
-I hate how you kissed my forehead.
Seemed like you will always be contented.
-I hate the way you wiped my tears.
You said you will always be there and won’t disappear.
-I hate it whenever you call me wife.
It seemed like you’ll be there for life.

But despite all this things,
-I hate how you walked away.
Leaving me feeling grey.

Lying to myself that i won’t ever miss you.
When the truth is, everyday i yearn for you and still wants to be with you.
Despite all the reasons on how much i hate you.
I can’t fool myself on saying that i should just look away and forget you.
Because above all the reasons why i hate you, i am still happy that i fell in love with you.

Give some love to Merry Princess Joe by reading her previous entries only here at The Ugly Writers: