Sometimes, the will to never give up is already breaking the boundaries. Never raising the white flag takes more guts than surrendering.

Never Give Up

Dear Diary,

It’s been so long since I wrote my inner thoughts to you. It was a really hard time knowing that I can’t write anything. I can’t tell you my feelings for these past few days. It was hell. Everything seems so unworthy. I am doubting myself if  I can make it. My parents are always scolding me. Everything around me seems so disappointed.

I’ve carried this along the way. It was hard for me knowing that I don’t have anyone to share with. But since you are my little buddy, I choose to open up to you than to anyone.

I am crying every night, wanting someone to comfort me. I am having suicidal thoughts again and it is killing me inside. But you know what, I can already control it. Thanks to the words of encouragement coming from my goals. That no matter how hard your situation is, keep moving forward. I think it is enough for now. I am going to rest now and see what will happen for the next 24hrs. Goodnight!

Thank you for listening to me. Life may be tough but I know everything is already planned and I am willing to wait until it is my turn.

Yours truly,
Mayeng

Time Started: 11:00pm
Time Ended: 11:23pm

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