Surpassed
I woke up this morning and I don't feel like checking on you anymore. I just don't care what you wear, what you post on your social media accounts and I don't know why.
Gloom
You wake up each day with the same old feeling.
It's your cup of coffee. You start your day with this. You know the outcome, you lose...
Sense
Not an easy one… but I have to do this. I have to let you go and I know you'll have a better journey ahead. Don't worry as you will carry my heart as you leave, so you will never be alone. But if you finally find her, I wanted you to be the best you can. And the happiest you can be.
Fading
My love, can you please be the one to walk away? I'd like to make sure that you are gonna make a step forward. Cause I don't wanna hear that you were stuck in a place where I have left you. I wanna be the one to wave my hand and watch your back. Please… please don't look back.
Marupok Tayo
Hindi naman nakapagtataka kung bakit maraming tao ang nagiging marupok. Hangga’t nagmamamahal tayo maari tayong maging marupok lalo na’t halos lahat sa’tin ay pag-ibig ang kahinaan.
Talo Tayo
Dahil ang laban ng pag-ibig ay hindi nadadaan sa pag-eensayo
Ito ang sugal na itataya mo ang buong sarili mo
Kahit walang kasiguraduhan ang pagkapanalo
At ang mas masakit, sumusugal tayo kahit alam nating matatalo.
Bakit
Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mas masakit. Yung ideya na minahal mo ako ngunit hindi nagtagal o yung hindi naman talaga ako, hindi naman talaga ako ang minahal mo.
Ponder
Be the voice that speaks for those who have no voices, be the strength for those who feel like it's a cruel world and the only best thing there is to do is to end this life, and be someone who's light infects others to be more optimistic.
Regrets, Acceptance and Forgiveness
I am sorry. I'm really sorry that I didn't notice my own shortcomings and focused on your flaws. I'm really sorry that I wasn't able to accept you fully and forced the things I want instead of listening to you.
I saw a funeral from my bed
The end of an old life and the start of another.
That's what the Buddhists like to believe.
To be reborn once again.
Station
But maybe it’s better to not know what the real reason is than to know that there’s nothing at all. And so, as I rode this train which reminded me of that day, I’m letting go of my what-ifs and giving up on trying to find the reasons in our break up that has now just become a memory I’d never want to remember again.
QuaranFLING – The New Normal
Personally, I think quaranFLING is a terrible concept (as most of the concepts of modern dating are), but it is important that we do some self-reflection before complaining about it. Because honestly, as much as I hate the concept, I am guilty of participating and enjoying it too. I, too, have been talking to some people just because I am bored, without any intention of escalating it into something more.