I've carried this along the way. It was hard for me knowing that I don't have anyone to share with. But since you are my little buddy, I choose to open up to you than to anyone.
Life is not easy, it is a path with many thorns but also with many rose on it. You just need to see the beauty in every situation even how hard and painful it is in that way you will learn that in order to enjoy the rose, you need to face its thorns.