As He Smokes
He tries to assure himself that he's not but he can't, all evening he cries himself to sleep asking why was he too much of a good thing and too terrible for a bad thing
Why are we depressed?
It was like a roller coaster swirling around through the speed of light. With the constant blurring sounds plus the never-ending drama anthologies of your existence. It was the moment, you want to take the knife and slash it into yourself, feel the weakening beat of your heart, and draw the last breath of your soul.
Truant Reality
You can run around chasing your pen or have your pen chase your thoughts but never forget nobody can help you command your pen or wield it the way you do.
Black and Blue
Sometimes in life loss internally is beyond self-pity and regret. Sometimes it is when you fail to see what others are eagerly and vigilantly working towards destroying in you.
The Depressed Days
In listening to all my pain
FailuresAnd his walls
Hidden my tears
And wiped with water.
Aloof
And as the fires swallowed my cries
I opened my eyes to face life’s lies.
I closed my heart and gave up tries for a prize:
to accept failures without whys and be wise
to break ties and move in smaller gyres
to avoid fires and flat tires caused by familiar mires.
Daily Revelations
This piece is centralized around: depression, loneliness, hurt, and emotional demise.
CALL ME HOME
My heart beats faster with a dull thumping sound
Though it loves no more
Nor does it cherish hope
Life seems like a sad, sad dream
A letter of a suicidal kid
Dear Me,
How I wish I can hug you when you hurt yourself,
How I wish I can hold you when you're cold,
How I wish I could've ended my story differently with a family, a life worth living
Without me feeling like my life is worth killing.
Fighting Depression: “How Big of an Issue is It?”
Depression is a mood disorder and should not be confused with the ups and downs that are part of normal life
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