I am indeed a different person now, I can say that I've been stronger, braver and wiser. Well, no not stronger, to tell you honestly, I am still longing for your presence.
Salamat sa pagpako sa lahat ng pangako. Salamat sa paglisan mo. Salamat kasi, mahal, natuto akong mahalin ang sarili ko. Salamat kasi hindi na ako nagtatago sa likod ng mga katagang "best friend" mo.
And dearest self, it's not bad to be good to yourself, so please always love yourself especially whenever you're feeling some insecurities, and doubts on your self, please, just please, appreciate and love yourself.
I always believed that nobody wanted to be the other woman. Ideally, no girl probably wants to be the reason why another girl's heart is shattered.
If ever you were here, for a start, I want to tell you that I'm grateful for everything, though I didn't give much attention to say thanks to you as much as I wanted to, still, thank you.
I remember how painful it is to be cheated on... Doing everything for him. Serving him, loving him. I came to the point where I would just sit on a corner and stare. Overthinking everything that led to depression. Had no one to talk to about my issues with him. Including the pressure from my own family.
Before you point out your fingers at me, I am now giving you the chance to reflect on your life and all the wrongdoings you have committed. Seriously, you have a long way to go before you reach where I am today, because no matter what you do, no matter how much you hate, you will never be with me, you deserve to be there at my back and watch me as I grow and continuously loving myself.
Dear S (or How Could You?) By Nizrhane Abdallah
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