It is creeping in like a shadow in the night
The words I wanted to say remains like a still moonlight.

Why do I feel heaviness inside of me?
Why do I feel like I am going to burst like a balloon filled with water?
As if watching you be happy with her would make me feel happy too, I am, for you at least I know that.
But inside, all I wanted was to shout and cry and tell you can it be me instead?

These words are kept lock inside me.
Words I wanted to say for so long.
Words that was meant for you but doesn’t mean anything to you.
But I’d like to keep them as long as I can to keep all these feelings that are slowly eating me away.
I don’t have the right to get jealous. As if you would even care if I do.
It can never be, I know. We can never be.

You are my happiness and yet you are also my sadness.
You are my sunshine and yet you were like a storm
You are my strength and yet you are my weakness.
You are my love and yet you are hers.


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Binibining `E
Binibining `E works for a BPO company by day and is a supersized, weird and peculiar super hero by night who loves the sea, the sand and the sun. She has been eating books for breakfast, lunch and dinner and even for desserts too. An amateur sketcher, can draw when bored. Can write at times and whenever she thinks she can. A certified bibliophile, expect lots of book reviews and adventures with this ugly writer. She is not an ordinary girl. She is peculiar indeed. Will prefer basketball over drama, books over telenovelas, a good book and a cup of coffee over tv.
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