(Wǒ wéiyī de ài hé wǒ de shìjiè)
To my only love and my world; Nǐ hǎo!
I dont really know how to start this one
but let me start it with a simple hi,
just like how everything started.
Do you remember the first day?
When I actually have no idea on who you are.
I just keep on ignoring you that time,
but you’re so consistent on asking me how I am, how was my day,
you kept me updated and kept making me feel that there is someone out there waiting for me.
So, I decided to give you a try.
By that, I had chance to know you…
deeper and deeper each day.
I found so much things to admire about you.
We spent more time to each other.
Time goes faster.
And there I was so excited to wake up in the morning to check you out.
I know deep within that I am happy.
Cant even remove the smile on my face as I fall asleep.
Been so joyful the entire day thinking of no other than you.
You filled me with color.
But, as days passed,
I had also noticed that I’m losing my own by loving you.
By those days, I didn’t notice that I already gave you my 100%
And nothing is left for me.
Yet, you didn’t notice those.
Well, its not your fault.
Cause I’ve been loving you secretly
For I fear that I might lose you as my best friend.
One day, I finally made my mind.
I’ve been saving too much courage for this.
I decided to tell you what I feel.
“Wǒ ài nǐ. Wǒ zhēn de ài nǐ” (I love you. I really love you)
Silence ate the entire place.
No words can be heard.
Til you crack it.
“Duìbùqǐ” (I’m sorry).
And I tried my best to hide my pain.
But my tears betrayed me as they showed up.
I knew this would happen and I knew it would hurt.
And youre gone. You left just the way I expected you to.
BUt, I want you to know,
That even though youre gone,
Your memories are still left and feels like just yesterday.
You’re face still flashes on my mind.
You’re still the person behind my favorite songs.
I still do love you.