I feel like I am losing you.
I feel like Im losing myself too.
The thought of me staying just because I couldn’t live without you
I couldn’t breathe without you.
Struggling between me leaving and me staying.

I am drowning with your presence
But my presence was drowning with the unknown
It should have been so easy letting myself be free of you
But seeing myself alone yet free keeps me coming back to the thoughts of you.
Wishing that I am still sober from your memories yet I wanted to drown and indulge with them.

Where do I go with these?
Would I let myself get lost in the maze called love or steer away from it?
Should I stay or should I go?
Or should I stay in between?