I have nowhere to go
No one to go with.
The days seemed darker.
The night drags longer.
I can’t eat
I can’t sleep
I can’t do anything without thinking about him.
Does he feel the same.
Does he have the will.
Does he even give a shit about this whole thing.
I wear a mask in whatever I do.
So I seemed happier then how I really feel.
Deep inside me, I’m really crumbling.
Into tiny little pieces where I can’t find me.