I would have wanted my first dance with you.

I would have wanted my wedding march to be with you.

I would have wanted to walk the isle with you holding my hands.

I would have wanted you to have seen me create my own family.

I would have wanted you to carry your would be grandchildren.

But life is too short for you and I wish we could have spent them a little longer so you can see all of my dreams unfold.

I may not remember how you carry me in your arms, how you hug me when I cry, how you smile while you watched me sleep. I wish for more Papa. I am and will be forever grateful of what I have become because of you. I may not be the perfect daughter but I try to be a good and kind hearted person at least. I know I make you proud somehow.

Growing up without you is hard, I used to envy others who would go out and play with their fathers. I used to think why can’t I do that. Because you were taken away from me too early. Thankfully I have a lot of father figures surrounding me and I have feel all the love from your brothers. They made me feel the warmth and all the love, just like how you did when you where still here. I didn’t feel less knowing with you in here could mean so much more. I know you wanted more time here.

We will meet soon. For now I’ll be the best that I can be. You will remain in my heart, my first and my one and only.

Happy father’s day Papa. You know I love you, right??

Binibining `E works for a BPO company by day and is a supersized, weird and peculiar super hero by night who loves the sea, the sand and the sun. She has been eating books for breakfast, lunch and dinner and even for desserts too. An amateur sketcher, can draw when bored. Can write at times and whenever she thinks she can. A certified bibliophile, expect lots of book reviews and adventures with this ugly writer. She is not an ordinary girl. She is peculiar indeed. Will prefer basketball over drama, books over telenovelas, a good book and a cup of coffee over tv.

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Life has given us a wonderful family, a happy home, and love for each other. Most importantly, it has given us each other. And there’s always a father who will sacrifice just to give us the good future.

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