crawling back up

Crawling Back Up

As the days grow longer and the night become shorter, I am starting to get a hang of reality. But which reality am I getting a hang of? The act of pulling me out of my routine and throwing me…

There are good days and there are bad days but there is not a day where I don’t think of him.

As the days grow longer and the night become shorter, I am starting to get a hang of reality. But which reality am I getting a hang of? The act of pulling me out of my routine and throwing me into this black void is scary.

I tried to roll back into my old routine but I can’t. My new routine is not good for my purse either. My head has become clearer but nevertheless, there’s still some haze. This haze turns into a thick fog whenever I contact him.

What do I really want is a question I need to answer now.

What am I getting from contacting him?

What am I getting for doing this?

So many questions but I can’t answer any of them. They say time heals them all. But does it really? Or does it just push it all aside only to be uncovered when another tragedy arises?

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More than a Beauty Blogger, Less than a Youtuber. Shi Hui is a confused being that produce beauty and lifestyle reviews on her blog and youtube channel. Besides that she also produces DIY tutorial and vlogs about her life in Singapore. Read all that and more on her website.