Loving Regrets: Head Over Heels
Head over heels
If I’m wrong
I hope she stays gone
she doesn’t need another piece of shit
A girl like that doesn’t deserve this
I don’t know anymore
I can’t tell the difference
where am I?
am I tripping again?
what part of the brain am I fucking living in?
is this really reality?
maybe I’m hallucinating
not sure if I’m falling
just in case I tighten my grip
in the past I’ve fallen harder
but at that time I was just living
finally starting to see life
didn’t fit in and didn’t like it
said fuck it smoke a bowl
might be the last one, day
or maybe both
people say it takes everything
that’s hard to do
when I already gave it all to you
you said my possessions
I said ours
what I’m about to say
I hate to
sound corny when I think it
even worse when I said it
pathetic
I have no one, it’s just me
needed a ,,,
ended up and nothing
nights that always stayed
nights I was down to my last breath
nights I’m not sure what happened
would it matter if I did remember it?
this might be hell
I don’t see a difference
this a dream
is what she’s describing
really me?
Is this all an act?
Am I staring in my own god damn play?
I can’t swim
I fell off the deep end
she’s right
I am fucking crazy
