sorry if i cannot say i love you
—i’m tongue tied
and words don’t mean what they’re supposed to mean
i can only offer you my time and gladly waste some of them for you
esp friday night until weekend’s done
we could watch the sun appears in the morning till sunset, we could talk useless stuffs till we get tired and sleep, and we could fight and hug each other in the end
‘i love you’ would be the words i am not willing to say to you
because i know how many hearts were broken by that line alone
and i don’t want to break you apart
that’s why i’m never saying i love you with all my heart.
though for how many times my heart wanted to scream and i mean it,
“i love you” in silence.