ONCE, I LOST MY LIFE
(Passion and romance)
While he’s sailing his boat nearby
and I, sitting in the sand waiting
for the sunset to lay down
enjoying the view, as I looked at his face
and he caught me staringat him, I felt the guilt
he smiled so sweet and waved his hand
yet I was too shy to respond him before my weary eyes…
I stand up and standby a little bit more
as I love to watch the sunset goes
down to the other side of the world
yes! I waved goodbye to sun
and the man in his boat.
I begin to walk back
where my cottage was,
I felt like someone else is at my back
so turnaround and I saw him
following my paths…
I quickly walk toward the cottage
and I didn’t notice that there’s a humps,and
I stumbled across the road
I felt my knees head were too painful
and that time, I fainted after seeing
my blood flowing down to face.
I woke up in the bed
with dextrose inserted in my left hand and blood to the right…
I asked the nurse who brought me out
and she pointed me the shadow beyond the curtain line…
the nurse walk towards the shadow to informed that I’m awake
I saw those weary round black eyes
I just can’t recall
where and when that was.
while they’re getting closer to my bed, I turned around at the other side,
and a husky voice is what
I’ve heard talking to me
“Thank you, you’re awakened Shy”
he smiled at me..
While me, thinking about
myself if who am I?
He called me Shy…
I look straight in to his eyes and
wanting to ask him why he called me Shy
but I choose to be quiet and just simply
“You were here for almost 2weeks and I only got one last choice to pick
if you didn’t awake,
I was truly worried about you, the
day you were at the
sead side watching sunset ,
and watching at the same time while sailing my boat nearby… as I’ve been done playing with small waves and gets tired, I decided to anchor my boat, and I saw you from then
You hurriedly get up and walked off the shoreline.
Seemingly, we were both
heading in the same direction
I just can’t tell why when you turned around and you sees me, you walk so fast
like you were been followed by a criminal
so turnaround and see who’s behind but there’s no one else is there but me
that time I continued to walk back the second time I saw you lying in road,
blood flowing through your face
I was frightened that day so I carried you up
until we reached my cottage and brought you here. I’m sorry to say but I meddled your personal information where I need to find about you”….
“I can’t remember anything about your story… Mr.?
“Oh by the way Sonny, sorry ”
“Sonny, and thank you for saving my life…
and that time the doctor was arrived and the doctor. explained why I can’t recall even a single thing about me…
At six o’clock in the evening you came back with a bunch of white roses and food
I sniffed the flowers and they’re gorgeous…
“Thank you for buying this lovely flowers and food (you smiled at me) I don’t know how to repay your kindness
and without your help I might be dead by now”
“I am sorry too for giving you a such responsibility for the rest of the time and days looking after me.
I wish to go back home but I don’t know how
I don’t know where will I go
” Don’t worry Shy, for the meantime you’ll stay at home with me until you get recovered” that night with Sonny’s words I feel the comfort within his words…
I slept and rest without worrying and wake up with a smile..
I was discharged and as what he told me, he bring me over to his home
And I met the rest of his family circle..
Days, weeks and months goes by,
And year passed by the longings and loneliness triggered my emotions and I begin to fall in love with the man who I doesn’t
know at all. One day he asked me to walk in the Broadway and had little fun. And we stayed late outside just to enjoy the night life and we didn’t notice that we walked too far from the house until we get caught in the rain
and coastal area turned darker as I’ve had seen. He rented out one of the cottage.
And since we have been together in one big house, the stranger feelings has no place for us to bear
“The silence kills the coldest moment of us,
and we continue filling up our thirsty mouth with beer. I lost control, and you created the fire to my snowing soul.
I am like a land that full of strawberry that bares the sweetest and juicy berries on earth
You started to tease, my uncontrollable body language. You let me dance with your own rhythm, and I, I am the guitar that you’re playing. Your fingers lingered in ironically to my milky skin complexion your tongue tongue played around sucking, pinkish nipples while your fingers, lurked in to my senses…
We end up in a night that full of questions and what I have seen in your eyes were all consolation that I at age of 28 as my identification’s description, Single but
still woman of an old fashion….
That moment for me gives so much worries
I couldn’t find the answer to my own questions
So I decided to move on from this difficult time and situation…
“Shy, why you’re too quiet? I know something’s not right, could you tell me please cause I’m not use to it seeing you in that kind of behaviour”…
I moved closer to Sonny and give him a warmth embrace kiss his prominent nose and smiled..
“I am just happy to be loved by a man who bewitched my life and heart,
Thank you for letting me feel the love that I have long for so many years,
Do you ever know that I am only in that place when you were there sailing alone with the sunset. And now my memory ìs back normally
I don’tknow how it happen but I knew something happened in the past
I was conscious that day that you were following me way back home
So I walk faster and I didn’t noticed the humps near the streetlight I stumbled and bumped my head and when I tried to step forward I felt something dripping into my face as I saw my blood I don’t know what happened the next…. I’m truly thankful that you were there to save me, and you were here now with me. I hope that no one will claim the man who I love from me…
I have wished this for almost 5years Sonny,
since the first day I saw you at the bay, sitting in the sand where the big trees shading you from the sun, I was at the other side sipping my fresh coconut water while waiting for the sun to set down… and I stalked over you for those years so I knew you… even you dont tell me who you are… I told myself that no one could ever win my heart but only the man who always sails his boat until the sunset is over…
and that was you Sonny.”
Sonny couldn’t believe that I have waited for him that long and he wins everything in me,
As I won his heart and his whole family…
now I’m no longer alone in this world cause I have them constantly, instantly…