See you 2020


Before this year ends, I would like to thank all of those people who’ve been part of my 2019 journey. This year has been really tricky, it taught me so many things in life. I’ve been through so many adventures and obstacles. The road has been rocky but it is all worth it. Thank you for those people who pushed me down. Thank you for those people who betrayed me, hurt me, belittled my capabilities, made me feel like not myself and to those who never trusted me.  And of course, thank you for those people who came to bring me back on feet. To those who knocked my head even though they didn’t stay for long, for those who stayed even though I’ve been a lot messed up and for those people who loved me yet taken by heaven… thank you for being part of my journey and for every step I made.

This year, I’ve realized that life is actually our best friend. It seemed to be so unfair to us and that sometimes we even feel like it just wanted to hurt us every time. But its actually the other way around. Every pain you had is part of how life helped you to grow and be the person you are today. A stronger and better person than who you are yesterday. It pushes you to walk more and not to stay with just one spot.  Grow and conquer more as the world offers you more than what you see right now. All you have to do is have the courage and fight through all the obstacles. Every step in every day is worth it.

So, in this upcoming year, I wanna scream ” Hello 2020 and hello to another set of journeys” Another set of joy and tears. Hello’s and goodbye’s. Another set of “I feel like surrendering” and “Finally I made it”. I am so excited to open this new chapter of my life. I am so excited to meet new people, experience new things and visit new places. I can’t wait for this whole new year.


If you enjoyed See you 2020, catch more of Vanessa Enfectana‘s with her previous entries at The Ugly Writers or by clicking any of the links below:

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