I never thought that future can be this scary

For every step I take,

every decision we make

the future will hand us either an award or punishment.

I am scared of several things,

such as being left behind


and losing someone I love.

And im at that point of my life that i am scared of making a step

Cause I know i can mess up and lose those people I loved.

I am scared as time can take the happiness I have.