Used to

I stare blankly on people’s faces

Everything now is alien to me

I see hallow words written and said
Used to think I’m good at those

I eat lasagna and I cry inside
What a stupid way of eating such

I avoid places where I spent hours talking to you even if you weren’t there in the first place

I dread using my headset ‘coz I learned to only hear your voice in the process

I hate swallowing now.
It leaves a bad taste in my mouth.

You once made my travel home a ride of a lifetime
Now it takes days and the destination, I no longer find ideal.

I don’t know where to go now.
Should I go home and sulk?
Should I stay here longer and get reminded of you
I choose to stay. As there really aren’t any real choices to begin with.
I feel the same wherever I am.

theuglywriter
theuglywriter is like water. Put water into cup. Water takes the shape of the cup. Put water into bottle. Water takes the shape of an effin bottle.

20
Leave a Reply

Please Login to comment
20 Comment threads
0 Thread replies
0 Followers
 
Most reacted comment
Hottest comment thread
17 Comment authors
Mary Grace HadlosClarice RedondoAvie BubanJethro M. Fanogalharine capatar Recent comment authors
  Subscribe  
newest oldest most voted
Notify of
Anonymous
Guest
Anonymous

Everything we come familiar with the person we love seems to be a hollow void once that loved one lets us go. Moving on is a tedious process, but we must endure so that we could continue living.

riencolaso
Guest
riencolaso

ganda ni mam :’)

jacintoajmark
Guest

Galing 🙂

sixgoddd
Guest
sixgoddd

You have to move on and free yourself and you’ll be happy again ?

Victor Angelo Baldovino Fruto
Guest
Victor Angelo Baldovino Fruto

Wow!
CASCO, JOSEPH RAMIL C.
FRUTO, VICTOR ANGELO B.
ARC132
ART APPRECIATION

Rietschle Carpio
Guest
Rietschle Carpio

Carpio, Rietschle
Dait, Eladarl Gerdaine
Hadlos, Mary Grace
ARTAPP – ARC 132

Vincent Raymond Fernandez
Guest
Vincent Raymond Fernandez

Vincent Raymond Fernandez
CIV162 Art Appreciation MQ2 MOMENT

Claribelle
Guest
Claribelle

Claribelle Bareng
Art app
Arc 132
Texture, Rule of thirds

jojo isla
Guest

Jojo M. Isla Jr.
Arc132
Artapp

Texture, Rule of thirds, color

lharine capatar
Guest

Lharine D. Capatar
ARC132 artapp

Texture, Rule of Thirds, Color

Victor Angelo Baldovino Fruto
Guest
Victor Angelo Baldovino Fruto

DISTANCE
TEXTURE
RULE OF THIRDS
VICTOR ANGELO B. FRUTO
ARC132
ART APPRECIATION

RONALD SAMSON
Guest
RONALD SAMSON

TEXTURE
LIGHT
RULE OF THIRDS
SAMSON RONALD RAMON P.
ARC132
ART APPRECIATION

Lovely Joy T. Dela Cruz
Guest
Lovely Joy T. Dela Cruz

DELA CRUZ, LOVELY JOY T.
ART APP
ARC 132

COLORS
TEXTURE
RULE OF THIRDS

Joselle Joy Alvarez
Guest

ALVAREZ, JOSELLE JOY C.
ARTAPP/ARC132

Distance
Texture
Rule of Thirds

Joselle Joy Alvarez
Guest

ALVAREZ, JOSELLE JOY C.
ARTAPP/ARC132

Distance
Texture
Rule of Thirds

Joseph Ramil Casco
Guest
Joseph Ramil Casco

CASCO, JOSEPH RAMIL C.
ART APP NU ARC 132

COLOR, TEXTURE, RULE OF THIRDS

Jethro M. Fanoga
Guest
Jethro M. Fanoga

Jethro M. Fanoga
CIV162 Art Appreciation MQ2 MOMENT

Avie Buban
Guest

Buban, Avie R.
CIV162
Color/Moment/Texture

Clarice Redondo
Member
Clarice Redondo

Mar142
Redondo,clarice

Mary Grace Hadlos
Guest

HADLOS, MARY GRACE A
ARC132
ARTAPP