I don’t want to be temporary

Sometimes, we feel unwanted by the people we hold dearest to us. It sucks to feel unimportant. Temporary.

Sometimes, we feel unwanted by the people we hold dearest to us. It sucks to feel unimportant. Temporary.

I don’t want to be temporary

I do not know where should I go.
I do not have a permanent spot on your side.
I do not have a permanent time with you.
I do not have your big hug.

I hate this feeling that I’m just temporary.
I hate that you don’t have the right to fight for me.
I hate that I’m asking for your attention.
I hate when I feel your hugs were fake.

You just do all the temporary care because you want to show to everyone that you love me. But deep inside I was a barrier of your happiness.

Don’t feel so bad because of me
It’s your choice,
You love him but you have me.
Sorry for having me.
Sorry that you feel uneasy to move.
Sorry for having a daughter that was unfavorable of the things you wanted.
I’m so sorry.

 

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kamiela
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Don’t feel sorry. It’s not your fault. All that matters right now are the people who accepts you and who will always be there when you need them, just as you are there for them.

Deniece Irish Nicole Macaraig
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Deniece Irish Nicole Macaraig

We don’t need anyone to actually outshine the path towards knowing ourself because knowing oneself is a challenge on how we people should understand the meaning of being independent on what we can and cannot donor provide.

Francisco Nicanor Nitro
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Francisco Nicanor Nitro

It is very sad that everything is temporary

Nicho Garcia
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You will find your own happiness at the right time just trust God.

Jessica Mae Hari
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No one wants to be used just like a disposable thing, temporary and irreplaceable. We are all worthy and loved.

Reann Harel Pagal
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Reann Harel Pagal

CIV193 lang malakas

Christian James Mangoma
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Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If you quit, however, it lasts forever.

Nehemias Alcanar
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Nehemias Alcanar

Be patient and thank what you have right now, everything has a purpose

Kenneth Ivan Delacruz
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Kenneth Ivan Delacruz

💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕

Aprille Gail Mari Domingo
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Aprille Gail Mari Domingo

Don’t beg for someone’s life, just wait for the time that their will be a person who will truly with you forever

april chemish abaca
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april chemish abaca

Do not fit ourselves to the things we’re not really deserve to be at.

Genardine Mendoza
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Genardine Mendoza

Know your value. Claim your worth. Work hard and then stand up in what you’ve earned. Be unapologetic about your dreams and your accomplishments. It’s only out of your reach if you believe it is. <3

Olive Balitaan
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Olive Balitaan

Know your worth.

Airiz Faye De La Cruz
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Airiz Faye De La Cruz

Sometimes you don’t need to push yourself to someone who don’t want you. If your in a not so healthy relationship, it is okay to stop it already before it gets worse. hihi

Angela Luz Calayo
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Angela Luz Calayo

There is nothing permanent in this world. No one wants to be a temporary but we don’t have a choice. Don’t settle to a person who made you feel unworthy, wait for the person that will stay.

Harvey Moros
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Trust in God’s plan, he just showing you the hard way because he knows that you can do it. Even better plan is coming to you just wait and just trust God.

John edward Fajarda
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Most of the times those people whom we love the most are the ones who hurts us the most. Because of our emotions and feelings towards them, when they turned out to not reciprocate our feelings, we ended up being disappointed and hurt.

Gio Macalino
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We are all worthy.

Glarence Cammayo
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Glarence Cammayo

:(((

Justinn Charles Francisco
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Justinn Charles Francisco

“Every flaw, scar, or mark you may have adds to your beauty.”
-Raheem DeVaughn

Jerico Cabral
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Jerico Cabral

Ahhhh I feel sadnfor this poem :<

Sharina Lyn Naynes
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Sharina Lyn Naynes

Everything is temporary

Alyanna Tiaga
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Alyanna Tiaga

No one wants to be someone else’s temporary, cheer up. Be patient because there’s no too much with the right person. ✨

Aeomarie De Guzman
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Aeomarie De Guzman

Waiting is the best to do.

Julia Pauline Nieva
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Julia Pauline Nieva

It hurts to be temporary… But what makes life a challenge is how you see and experience it and seeing something good in it… Cheer up!

Donita Amor Porsuelo
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Sometimes, Love require sacrifices.

Andrea Jamille
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Andrea Jamille

Everything is temporary sad

John Russell Rodriguez Rodriguez
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John Russell Rodriguez Rodriguez

It is very sad that everything is temporary 😔

Mark Joseph Ramos
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Mark Joseph Ramos

Its hard to adjust. If we don’t have people that we will accept us

Aaron Joseph Dreje
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Aaron Joseph Dreje

What matters here is there’re people who accept you as a whole and you should give your attention to them.

Klein Kenneth Bartolome
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Klein Kenneth Bartolome

Put God in the Center of Everything!

Clariz Santos
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Clariz Santos

In the right time, everything will make sense. The pain, the sadness, and everything that caused pain in your heart.

Gian Glenn Baldomero
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Gian Glenn Baldomero

Be patient.

Rosalyn Rojas
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Rosalyn Rojas

Hope to find your happiness. There’s so many people out there that will care and love you truly.

Decerie Dawn Guardiano
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Decerie Dawn Guardiano

Im sorry😢

Aubrey Joyce Ferrer
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Aubrey Joyce Ferrer

SAAAAAD! FIND YOUR HAPPINESS AND SATISFACTION THOUGH YOU KNOW IT WAS JUST TEMPORARY

Leo Mhar Pabello
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Leo Mhar Pabello

No one want to be a temporary and also don’t say sorry to them. It’s not your fault.

Roberto Jaime
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Roberto Jaime

❤❤❤❤❤

Charles Darwin Lado
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Charles Darwin Lado

5th

Karrenmae Navarro
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Karrenmae Navarro

So heartbreakinggg

Mhar Jhane Lampitoc
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Mhar Jhane Lampitoc

Don’t feel sorry

jhowin Doloeras
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jhowin Doloeras

wow! 😮

Jermaine Clarize Vargas
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Jermaine Clarize Vargas

Don’t feel sorry about yourself… We are all worth it. No matter what!

Isabelle krizia Segundo
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Isabelle krizia Segundo

We must know that everything are just a temporary

Johnthel Cuya
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Johnthel Cuya

No one wants to be.

Danilo Ramirez
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Danilo Ramirez

[Danilo, Jr. R. Ramirez], [CIV191] Moments [MQ2]

Immarence Del088
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Immarence Del088

[Immarence Del Castañeda] [ESE191] Rule of Thirds [MQ2] Rule of thirds, color, moment, bokeh.

Jen Mark Gucob
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[Jen Mark M. Gucon], [CIV191] Rule of thirds [MQ2]