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I don’t want to be temporary

Sometimes, we feel unwanted by the people we hold dearest to us. It sucks to feel unimportant. Temporary.

Sometimes, we feel unwanted by the people we hold dearest to us. It sucks to feel unimportant. Temporary.

I don’t want to be temporary

I do not know where should I go.
I do not have a permanent spot on your side.
I do not have a permanent time with you.
I do not have your big hug.

I hate this feeling that I’m just temporary.
I hate that you don’t have the right to fight for me.
I hate that I’m asking for your attention.
I hate when I feel your hugs were fake.

You just do all the temporary care because you want to show to everyone that you love me. But deep inside I was a barrier of your happiness.

Don’t feel so bad because of me
It’s your choice,
You love him but you have me.
Sorry for having me.
Sorry that you feel uneasy to move.
Sorry for having a daughter that was unfavorable of the things you wanted.
I’m so sorry.

 

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48 Comments

  1. Don’t feel sorry. It’s not your fault. All that matters right now are the people who accepts you and who will always be there when you need them, just as you are there for them.

  2. Deniece Irish Nicole Macaraig
    Deniece Irish Nicole Macaraig

    We don’t need anyone to actually outshine the path towards knowing ourself because knowing oneself is a challenge on how we people should understand the meaning of being independent on what we can and cannot donor provide.

  3. Francisco Nicanor Nitro
    Francisco Nicanor Nitro

    It is very sad that everything is temporary

  4. You will find your own happiness at the right time just trust God.

  5. No one wants to be used just like a disposable thing, temporary and irreplaceable. We are all worthy and loved.

  6. Reann Harel Pagal
    Reann Harel Pagal

    CIV193 lang malakas

  7. Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If you quit, however, it lasts forever.

  8. Nehemias Alcanar
    Nehemias Alcanar

    Be patient and thank what you have right now, everything has a purpose

  9. Kenneth Ivan Delacruz
    Kenneth Ivan Delacruz

    💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕

  10. Aprille Gail Mari Domingo
    Aprille Gail Mari Domingo

    Don’t beg for someone’s life, just wait for the time that their will be a person who will truly with you forever

  11. april chemish abaca
    april chemish abaca

    Do not fit ourselves to the things we’re not really deserve to be at.

  12. Genardine Mendoza
    Genardine Mendoza

    Know your value. Claim your worth. Work hard and then stand up in what you’ve earned. Be unapologetic about your dreams and your accomplishments. It’s only out of your reach if you believe it is. <3

  13. Know your worth.

  14. Airiz Faye De La Cruz
    Airiz Faye De La Cruz

    Sometimes you don’t need to push yourself to someone who don’t want you. If your in a not so healthy relationship, it is okay to stop it already before it gets worse. hihi

  15. Angela Luz Calayo
    Angela Luz Calayo

    There is nothing permanent in this world. No one wants to be a temporary but we don’t have a choice. Don’t settle to a person who made you feel unworthy, wait for the person that will stay.

  16. Trust in God’s plan, he just showing you the hard way because he knows that you can do it. Even better plan is coming to you just wait and just trust God.

  17. Most of the times those people whom we love the most are the ones who hurts us the most. Because of our emotions and feelings towards them, when they turned out to not reciprocate our feelings, we ended up being disappointed and hurt.

  18. Glarence Cammayo
    Glarence Cammayo

    :(((

  19. Justinn Charles Francisco
    Justinn Charles Francisco

    “Every flaw, scar, or mark you may have adds to your beauty.”
    -Raheem DeVaughn

  20. Ahhhh I feel sadnfor this poem :<

  21. Sharina Lyn Naynes
    Sharina Lyn Naynes

    Everything is temporary

  22. No one wants to be someone else’s temporary, cheer up. Be patient because there’s no too much with the right person. ✨

  23. Aeomarie De Guzman
    Aeomarie De Guzman

    Waiting is the best to do.

  24. Julia Pauline Nieva
    Julia Pauline Nieva

    It hurts to be temporary… But what makes life a challenge is how you see and experience it and seeing something good in it… Cheer up!

  25. Sometimes, Love require sacrifices.

  26. Everything is temporary sad

  27. John Russell Rodriguez Rodriguez
    John Russell Rodriguez Rodriguez

    It is very sad that everything is temporary 😔

  28. Mark Joseph Ramos
    Mark Joseph Ramos

    Its hard to adjust. If we don’t have people that we will accept us

  29. Aaron Joseph Dreje
    Aaron Joseph Dreje

    What matters here is there’re people who accept you as a whole and you should give your attention to them.

  30. Klein Kenneth Bartolome
    Klein Kenneth Bartolome

    Put God in the Center of Everything!

  31. In the right time, everything will make sense. The pain, the sadness, and everything that caused pain in your heart.

  32. Gian Glenn Baldomero
    Gian Glenn Baldomero

    Be patient.

  33. Hope to find your happiness. There’s so many people out there that will care and love you truly.

  34. Decerie Dawn Guardiano
    Decerie Dawn Guardiano

    Im sorry😢

  35. Aubrey Joyce Ferrer
    Aubrey Joyce Ferrer

    SAAAAAD! FIND YOUR HAPPINESS AND SATISFACTION THOUGH YOU KNOW IT WAS JUST TEMPORARY

  36. Leo Mhar Pabello
    Leo Mhar Pabello

    No one want to be a temporary and also don’t say sorry to them. It’s not your fault.

  37. ❤❤❤❤❤

  38. Charles Darwin Lado
    Charles Darwin Lado

    5th

  39. Karrenmae Navarro
    Karrenmae Navarro

    So heartbreakinggg

  40. Mhar Jhane Lampitoc
    Mhar Jhane Lampitoc

    Don’t feel sorry

  41. jhowin Doloeras
    jhowin Doloeras

    wow! 😮

  42. Jermaine Clarize Vargas
    Jermaine Clarize Vargas

    Don’t feel sorry about yourself… We are all worth it. No matter what!

  43. Isabelle krizia Segundo
    Isabelle krizia Segundo

    We must know that everything are just a temporary

  44. No one wants to be.

  45. [Danilo, Jr. R. Ramirez], [CIV191] Moments [MQ2]

  46. Immarence Del088
    Immarence Del088

    [Immarence Del Castañeda] [ESE191] Rule of Thirds [MQ2] Rule of thirds, color, moment, bokeh.

  47. [Jen Mark M. Gucon], [CIV191] Rule of thirds [MQ2]

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