You can disappoint others and most especially yourself, The guilt is within you and it can be the reason to stop being motivated by the passion you have. You blame yourself for making mistakes over and over again. You think of your not really on this path, Like you just trying to fit in.
I know at some point of being miles away from me, Your longing for the loved one that sometimes I failed to make you feel.
Her heart is fragile, not because it is soft, nor weak but because it has known so much pain and is ready to dive into anything that looks like love.
Heartbreaks hurt, but nothing hurts more than death, though you are not around to feel it.
But to love someone at their lowest, to love someone despite how broken they feel, when they're lost, when you're willing to stand by them no matter how challenging or difficult things can be.
I need to understand that it's okay to be tired. I need to understand that it's okay to walk away from someone who cannot hold your soul the way you hold theirs. I need to understand that I'm not weak failing to save someone who did not want to be saved
Natatakot akong mawalan na ng tuluyan ang kumpyensa ko sa sarili na nakakayanin ko. Natatakot ako sa lahat ng disappoinment na matatamo ko mula sa tao nag titiwala na kaya ko. Natatakot ako magsimula ng panibago kasi nasanay na ako.
Sometimes life can be so unpredictable and will get you confused about how you feel.
By her side, I don't need to worry about holding back. By her side, I don't need to feel the self-consciousness. By her side, I don't need to be insecure or sad.
Not everything will fall into place, but it doesn't matter, what you need is to accept. You can never make a better tomorrow if you cannot accept your yesterday.