The woman who kept fighting despite losing someone she wished she had

We are in a world of questions. Questions that nobody can answer, nobody can give an answer. Me as an individual, as a student and as a part of society I have a lot of questions that seek an answer. Yes, I know that even if I have this kind of question I know that nobody can help me that’s why I am here continuing and pursuing what I want to be.

I am a simple girl who grew up without a mother at my side, grow up without mother hugs and kiss me everytime I’m home from school, without mother says “I love you and I’m so proud of you” every time I got a high score in exams, have an honor and to be an achiever, without mother asks me if I’m okay if I’m sick, without mother sing a song for me to get asleep and without mother telling me how she’s happy and lucky for having me in her life, but all of that can’t stop me achieving what my goal in life is. One deep question always comes to my mind that question was “Why of all people here in our society, why me? Why I am supposed to experience this kind of life?”, but you know what growing up without mother at my side is not just hard nor easy because I know that somebody will accompany me, and that is my grandmother and my mother’s siblings they are the reason why I am here, why I am still fighting for what I want to be. Knowing that if they are not here I don’t know where I am, I don’t know if I can do all the task and challenges came to my life without them. I am here still fighting and never thought of giving up despite having this kind of hatred.

As a daughter without a mom by my side, it will be my motivation to keep going and moving for what I deserve in the future I will not be the burden for me to stop dreaming instead it will be my inspiration to get what I want to get and be who I want to be because I believe that everything I want will come at the perfect time just keep patient and don’t be tired of waiting because everything has a purpose If I experiencing this now I know and I am pretty sure that in the future all of this has a twist that can change my life and be the girl never gives up on trying to reach her goals.

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