Am I Worth It?
Questioning my worth everyday,
Do I need to feel this way?
Am I not enough?
Why does my life need to be this rough?
Do I deserve someone?
Why I can’t just be the one?
Feeling so weak and helpless,
Why do I feel so worthless?
Still trying my best,
Why I cannot be like the rest?
I’m used to being left alone,
I can’t find happiness on my own.
Always being replaced,
I am not amazed.
Tired of being an option,
All I want is love and affection.
Do I deserve happiness?
Why do I receive a lot of sadness?
So tired of pretending,
Why am I still existing?
Feeling like I’d lost everything,
I know I am just nothing.
The only thing I have at night to comfort me is my loneliness,
And the only thing I feel surrounding me is darkness.
Am I worth it?
I still can’t find the answers to it.
But I keep on fighting on,
Because all I want is to keep holding on.
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