Clozapine
It baffles me how someone manages to capture your attention even if you're under the influence of Clozapine, a drug that makes you lose focus and let's the overthinking vanish for a while
Reuben
As He Smokes
He tries to assure himself that he's not but he can't, all evening he cries himself to sleep asking why was he too much of a good thing and too terrible for a bad thing
Sometimes you gotta fall
Sometimes you gotta fall is a poem written by Reuben Abrogar and shared with The Ugly Writers under the theme Break Out. Sometimes you gotta fall It hasn’t been a good time But it has been a good…
Paper
Because I am a walking paper, forever attracted to the pain that causes my ink to leak
I am addicted, I am okay
I am okay
I am okay
Or am I?
She’s Tired
She's driven by the fact that she both works for a future and learns for her future.
She's been having mental breaks and somehow the only thing that helps is a hug to come her way.
Everything She Is
I am no God, I am but mere flesh and bone failing sometimes at life, but hanging in there,
Yet she is everything, so loved she must be
Love Actually
Love is said to be boundless like time and space that is neither understood by gods and people in stories They say it is through the heart that beats roughly a hundred thousand a day that set ablaze to those…
As lights of yesterday flashes before your eyes
My consciousness fading into oblivion,
I see nothing, feel nothing, but I hear you,
I hear the slightest of your voice calling my name
Not all stories end on a happy note
We were once inseparable, looking to be with each other through and through,
Our spark has gone, our hearts flew apart, I promised I'd stay, I broke it up
Birthday
He's turning 20, In a couple of weeks, for a day, he'll be happy, but he can't run away from the fact he's unhappy.
It all fades away
Her eyes lock dead her smile fixed, a perfect picture from a crushed dream She, she who wanted to be a portrait to show, She who wanted to be An art, she- A masterpiece for others A disgrace to herself…
A letter of a suicidal kid
Dear Me,
How I wish I can hug you when you hurt yourself,
How I wish I can hold you when you're cold,
How I wish I could've ended my story differently with a family, a life worth living
Without me feeling like my life is worth killing.
Finding Paradise
and to pretend that everything is okay,
just to convince ourselves not to break,
is the most painful lie that exists
because paradise is gone, and we're still here.
the story so far
I've changed, lost a pound or 2 to depression and insecurity
Realized what I lack was maturity
Because deep down I felt that I was hideous,
People saying you look good? sounds ambiguous,
Because who would love a fat-fuck who's having a delusional breakdown thinking his so-called friends abandoned him?
3 values
Three Values The value of women Women are stupid, they’re the dumber sex, they tend to give what’s called love to “real men” while giving out sex give a month or two, they’ll call us their ex because women are…